hey everyone.

sheesh. its been quite the while since ive busted out my photoshop.. and did it ever feel good. lately ive been doing a lot of designing for my bands cd cover and what not, and even though i could easily get someone else to do it for me, it would cost money that i dont have

so with that said, if you guys havent noticed ive been in a band for a while now, and we're getting pretty big around my area which is good. its always good to have fans running around. if you'd like to check my band out, check out here

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anyways, keep your eyes peeled* for some artwork soon, theres more coming.

take care all.
<3

wow.

been a frickin while eh? so whats new with me then? hmm .. im in a band that has been locally rising up in the scene musically. thats what ive been up to lately.. in the last like 6 or 7 months. its been a while since ive written something or designed something.. frankly its been too long.

i miss you guys. its been a long time since ive been back and running.. and i know i need to update my status a little bit - as you can all see haha.

so .. im doin good, im single, im rockin and im inspired. expect some material coming out from the catacombs here; hibernated inspiration that is coming out of its shell.

love you all.
<333

so. whos still my friend !

yeh ... birthday is tomorrow. this shall be the 2nd birthday i've celebrated here on dA. not too shabby eh?

birthday is tomorrow.. but i'll be out all day with my girlfriend tomorrow for celebration. just a special day with someone i love .. should be a good day; i know it will be a good day.

i just ate enough steak to make a billy goat sick .. and enough cake and ice cream to put Baskin Robbins out of business. its kind of hard to type, i have more creatine and sugar levels running through my veins .. i feel like i've just downed a bucket full of food. (which i practically did) lol

so .. the big 1 - 6 .. driving pretty soon. yeah .. all should go well i suppose

anyways, just letting all my friends here on dA know about my big day tomorrow. take care everyone, see you on the other side!

- Bryan

.. I never knew love could feel so good.

Take care everyone.
Just checkin in

why yes.

i have returned. from my short time being away, i have sat down to reminisce on time lost on here. i just havent found any time to put pen to paper or to bring imagery to life. kind of a sad tale if you ask me, but what ive been doing on the side is far better than i ever could have asked for.

i've fixed a lot of personal imperfections within myself.. and its like i've been born again. this girl, this person i've grown so close to and have learned to love every little single thing about her has re-opened my eyes. i see so much more now, things i were blind to before. things i failed to grasp. now thats changed. my smile is brighter, my eyes carry a stronger twinkle, my heart pounds deeper and stronger within its cavity in my chest, my mind is so open to enlightenment i have lost all grip on reality. i dont know if i should pinch myself i might abruptly awake in the catacombs of my bed. nonetheless, i am a new man.

all this time off, this little break has given me so much more. and i have her to thank for it. with love comes so much more.. love isnt just a word or a pretty entity in life that we brush by in the halls of our lifecycle. love is what drives me. love is the only thing that keeps me together. its because of her that i am who i am.

to say the least, i'm in love. i dont care who believes it, who cares about it, or who knows it. i know it. you win some, you lose some, but in this game i come out the champion. nothing in my way is undefeated. just like life. something obscures your paths, you clean the slate and walk over it. thats what ive done the last month or so. ive gathered everything i ever knew about myself, and placed it in a sealed little folder within the depths of myself i dare not reach. from there, i opened up a new door. chose to walk through it, and here i am. not myself anymore, not who i used to be. someone for the better. someone whos sacrificed and done so much for himself to stand tall with a smile. thats me.

i really dont know where im getting here, i just feel like i need to vent a little. my endeavours to change myself for the better have been by far successful, and i just feel as if i need a new grand opening to my new self. im a whole now. im whole when im with her. im in absolute love, for the passt 4 months now. and i couldnt miss this for the world.

i have her to thank for this.

welcome to my new whole. this cocoon has finally crumbled away from my wings and ive found the motivation to fly.

you ever need me, you'll find me under the comfort of my own wings. feather by feather, you'll count the different ways i've embraced the new.

welcome; hear me now - my voice will forever linger in the soft breeze brushing by your door. let me in, i will show you so much more.

im back.